Hmm, the initial ‘joy’ of being able to eat all that I want is turning into not so great a joy …
Gradually, my body is making changes … after each meal, i would either begin to feel sleepy and in a desparate need to sleep … if not, my stomach would be over taken by the queasy feeling and soon, I feel like puking … I try to make loud burping sound – to force out the extra air in my stomach …that relieves me for a while but it won’t be long before the puk-y feeling comes again …
Nothing I eat can seem permanently to relieve this yucky feeling … =(
And the feeling only get worst at night … and by night time, I would feel cold and tired and hungry and all the more puky … thankfully, I have my mama’s hot soup to tide me over at night … the warm soup can help to soothe the uneasy stomach and help me get to sleep – all wrapped in blankie and shawl … and I am really thankful that sleep is the only relief for me …